All you need is a little bit of lovin'

So, today was surprisingly a good day! Well, most of it.. I mean, I haven't laughed as hard as I did today in a long time. I haven't gotten those butterflies you get in your stomach when you're with someone you love in a very long time. I haven't held someone's hand and felt like everything was going to be ok. I haven't felt the want, no need to just turn and kiss someone because there's nothing left to say. I haven't felt this alive in so long! I know that people say being in love is a big deal. They say that you don't know how to love when you're fifteen years old. PROVE IT TO ME! I want someone to come along and show me that I don't know what love is, because I've found someone who's shown me that I do know what love is!

I think that people these days just need to open up a little. I mean, have any of you ever been in love? Because if you have then you would know that you can't put an age on loving. If you haven't been in love, I truly hope you experience it some day because it's the most amazing feeling in the world.

Today I looked up at the sky and instead of seeing an endless sea of blue I saw an endless sea of opportunities. I saw hope. I saw love. I saw happiness. You know, people need to be a little more optimistic! We need to look on the bright side of life. I know everything's not always going to be sunshine and rainbows, but instead of looking at the bad things in an entirely negative way we just need to try and see the positivity in life! You can't learn if you don't make mistakes! You can't learn from other people's mistakes! You need to live! Open your heart to new things! You're never going to know what's out there in that big world unless you dive right into it! You can't just sit in your little glass box and watch the world go by wishing you could join the people around you. Step out of that box and join them!

As I sit here, thinking about what happened today I can't help but smile. Even though my best friend hates me and wants to have nothing to do with me, I'll live. I'll live because I know that one day it will all just blow over. I know that no matter how much she's mad at me, I love her with everything I've got and I hope that she knows that. I know that I've got people out there who love me, I know that I'm a beautiful person on the inside and out! I'm not trying to be self-centered and I'm not trying to be cocky. But I've come to terms with my life, I know that everything's going to be ok. I know that even though I may be a little chubby and that I may have a bit of a pig nose, people love me for who I am and I'm beautiful in their eyes. And that's all I need.

Today was a great day. I love being in love. I love life. I know I have problems, I know I'm not perfect, but I think I'm a pretty well-rounded kid. No matter what you say to me, you're not going to break this new-found confidence. I may cry because, yes, I have feelings and I do get hurt. But I'm not crying for you, don't you ever think that the tears I cry are for you. Because if you're the one who made me upset, you don't deserve anything I've got. You don't deserve my love, my hate, my friendship, my passion.. You don't deserve any of it.

I just wish that some of the people I know felt this way about themselves. Yes, you may be going through a rough time but you've got people there to back you up. You've got friends. If you shut them out, they're going to stop trying. Believe me I know.. You need to break through that wall, just let it down. LET SOMEONE IN! We love you, don't you ever forget that.

I know this post has been kind of all over the place, but I just felt so inspired by.. well the world. THANK YOU GOD!

Take a chance, jump into love. You never know what you're going to get out of it. END OF STORY!




Who knew that something so simple could be so beautiful?