I don't wanna talk about it, it's far too sophisticated.

So, I haven't been writing a lot which is both a good and bad thing.. I mean, it's a good thing because it means I've been busy and that I have a life now but it also means I'm going to have a lot to write when I do write things.

So, first off I'm happy. I know that sounds like a stupid thing to say but it's true. I'm finally happy. Not content, not okay, but happy. I'm happy with myself. I'm happy with my life. I'm just happy. Things are finally going right for me. I've been so inspired lately by so many people and things. I've gotten back into writing music. I'm hanging out with the people who I used to hang out with and I missed a lot. I'm learning how to control my self. Life really is just a huge lesson; like school. Sometimes you just want to do things whenever you want to and you don't want to listen to anyone, but honestly you don't have a choice. You're going to make mistakes and you're going to lose people. But always know that when one door closes another one opens. I'm just beginning to realize this. I've lost so much lately, but I'm gaining so much from it.

Negativity. I hate that word! I can't stand it when people are so incredibly pesimistic that they forget how to live; how to love! People just need to learn how to live. I know I've said this before in the blog, and if you know me well and you're reading this you know that I say it all the time too. It just bothers me so much when people play the pity card and they victimize themselves so that they get attention. The people who live for drama. The one's who can't live without fighting because that's what makes their lives interesting! I can't stand them. I know people like that, and I hate being around it. I've tried too many times to help, and it hasn't worked yet so I'm giving up. Why should I waste my energy trying to help you if you don't even want my help? The answer: I SHOULDN'T! So I'm not going to. Not anymore.

Positivity. I think it's my new favourite word. It just opens you to so many new things, so many new people. When you have a good attitude about life, people will be drawn to you. Well, that's what I've found anyways.

Love. It's simple. I don't think I need to explain it.

I think that people need to be happy. That's about it. I mean, I know that you're going to get down every once and awhile but that's normal. It helps to talk about it. It helps to cry your eyes out. I would know, I've done it. I did it yesterday. The sadness and anger took me over. It was so overwhelming that I fell to the ground and just sat there crying. I sobbed. I couldn't control it. But I feel better now that I've gotten it all out. I talked about it, I got help. I feel great now. Nothing's gonna break me down.

I love the feeling of being free and happy! End of story.

Just a big bowl of happy!