What were you thinking?

Wow... It's been almost a year since the last time I posted on this blog. I know that there's no one reading it, but I think I'm gonna start writing again. I miss having somewhere to vent, and I miss being able to write every day. A lot's gone on in the past year; and I mean a lot. Not everything's worth writing about, though, and it's late so I don't think I'm going to write a long post right now. But there is something that's on my mind right now, it's been bothering me all day. I just think it's funny that the people who know me the least are always the ones who have the most to say. I hate it when people don't know anything about the situation you're in, but they still feel like they need to spread rumors about you just because they don't like you. I know that not everyone likes me, and I don't expect everyone to like me. But if I respect you and I'm nice to you, I expect you to do the same. I don't deserve to have rumors spread about me, especially when it could put my relationship with someone I care a lot about in jeopardy. I just wish that people could see how much this rumor really is affecting me, and how much it hurts....