I'm still trying to make it through this..

Sometimes, things happen that we can't explain. Bad things happen to good people. Things that will change their lives forever..

Scars
Nov 29 / 09

The cold sweats, the nightmares
the crying, the screams
every night's the same
when you walk into my dreams

And it's that same dream repeating
that makes my heart race
taking me back to that day
to that look upon your face

I was just an innocent child
but you took that all away
now I'll never get it back
I'll just have this memory.. it's here to stay

And I've kept this secret memory
locked away for years
but it found its way out
and with it came the fears

The fears that you might someday
do this to someone new
take away her innocence
and leave her only with dreams of you

No, not dreams but nightmares
of your hands touching her
soft whispers in her ear
telling her "This won't hurt"

Leaving her with scars
ones that no one else can see
leaving her with those same scars
that you left here with me

Sometimes, keeping secrets isn't a good thing.. End of story.